I found that while I was thinking of things we could do for Lily's 5th birthday I was putting undo pressure on myself.5 for me is a big deal.
For me it is the loss of my only baby.
I felt as if it should be extra special cause she is now officially a kid and not a tot.
How would I top last years party.
What, oh what, could I do.
Seriously, people, I was loosing sleep.
None of this had anything to do with the actual birthday girl.
It was all about me.
So I decided to scrap the party all together.
And make the day less about me
and more about her.
We got to the park a little early and had a little roadside picnic.We ate sandwiches and Cheetos
(a request from a certain birthday girl they are also what she'd prefer for her birthday dinner)
and opened a few gifts.
The park has a bit of a spooky theme this time of year.Blood red fountains, skeletons, and webs aplenty
not a one scared my big girl.
But, the looney toons folks they are terrifying.
We headed straight to......
This girl could not contain her excitement!!!

Harrold took Ava and I on a tour of sodor.

So like I said before folks this is not even kinda scary.
But..........these guys are so scary we had to promptly go to a different area of the park.

This baby dolphin was so very curious.
I think this bird wanted to attack Nonnie and Ava.